I guess you won't settle for less than the truth. I wasn't ever going to tell anyone about this. There was a girl I used to love. I was a sophomore. It ended after I had hurt her badly. I think that's the one and only love I'll ever have." —
Sojiro to Yuki Chapter 181 ( of ) 第181話 ( ) by Boys Over Flowers Yoko Kamio was originally released on June 5, 2000 in No.13. Margaret The chapter was followed by  chapter one hundred and eighty-two of the series on June 20. It was later collected into the series' twenty-seventh volume.
Yuki Matsuoka goes on a date with Sojiro Nishikado, who takes her to a hotel afterwards. There he tells her about his first love. Tsukasa Domyoji moves next door to Tsukushi Makino and goes to a bath house with her and her brother.
Drawing released with the chapter
The chapter was first released in with a two-page color spread of Tsukushi and Tsukasa. Margaret The illustration was later reprinted in the  complete edition.